09.15.2009
Today Desperate Depression
When I begin to feel depressed I also begin to feel desperate and scattered. The last few weeks, I’ve been getting that way so I went to see an EFH (emotional freedom and healing) practitioner, in fact the founder of EFH. That was last Wednesday. I started getting better right away, I bought a bunch of cashmere sweaters and Argyle socks on eBay this week. Spending is a sign I’m getting better-perhaps too much better, but I am getting a lot done. That is the nature of bipolar illness, I’m down, I’m up, I’m rolling, or I’m not. As long as I don’t wander into the kind of “up” that gets me into trouble all will be fine.
I haven’t seen the emotional freedom healer for about six years and I can’t explain why. Last time the results were dramatic. After three healing sessions, I had the only nine-month period-far longer than I have ever had, of feeling good, social and productive.
I had been desperately depressed. I was afraid to lie down because I was afraid I couldn’t get back up. I was terrified I couldn’t take care of my dogs and they would be taken away. I was leaving a parking lot thinking about all this when on the bumper of the car in front of me I saw www.emotionalfreedom.com. Immediately I said to myself and probably out loud “that’s what I need!” A soon as I got home I got on the computer, found the phone number, made the call.
Two weeks ago I got on the computer found the phone number again and made the call. It can take two or three months to get to see my doctor, only a week to see Richard Ross. I guess I’m just a lucky puppymother.
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